"Hey You...You Wanna Fight?"

I know in my life, I feel the battle raging on a daily basis and its "interesting" that not only in my devotions but at church lately they have been talking about that very subject. After my mission trip season last year, and just falling face down when my world seemed to be stripped away, and I was seeking after the Lord with everything left - the battle heated up. The enemy wasn't happy that I was finally giving over that last 1% that I had been holding on to. I know many of my Christian sisters are facing battles of their own. They may not look the same - but boy is the enemy waging war on their lives! This made me immediately think of my favorite Eric Carle book(my preschool mentality coming through) - The Grouchy Ladybug....who is always picking fights with those bigger than him, just like the enemy. We're just doing our own thing, and here comes the Grouchy Ladybug aka The Enemy wanting to pick a fight. Too bad our God is bigger!!! Like in the book, the GL realizes he's met his match and flys away.

Let's commit today to putting on our armor of God and standing firm in the Lord. Let the Grouchy Ladybug fly away when he realizes he's messing with someone bigger than him!
xoxoxo
B



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The Battle Belongs to the Lord Wednesday 2/28/2007

...Be not afraid or dismayed at this great multitude; for the battle is not yours, but God's. —2 Chronicles 20:15

Are you struggling with issues in your life, and frustrated because you never get a breakthrough no matter what you do? You will never win if you are fighting your own battles. God never loses a battle. He has a definite battle plan—and when we follow it, we always win. Perhaps you are in a circumstance right now and you need to hear God say, "The battle is not yours, but Mine!" Worship is a battle position! As we worship God for Who He is and for His attributes, those attributes are released in our lives. Worship God for His ability and might, and you will see them released on your behalf. Try bowing down a few times a day and giving thanks. Just be sure your heart is in what you are doing. Working formulas or entering into "dead works" never produces anything of value. I am sure your heart frequently fills up with love and worship for God. If you are not already doing so, take an extra step and add some outward action to your heart attitude. Follow God's battle plan. It is enjoyable, unique, and effective. Praise and worship confuse the enemy. Take your position, and you will see the enemy's defeat. Do This: Bow before God and thank Him for His goodness and mercy. Worship Him for Who He is, not just for what you need from Him.

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The devil cannot get a STRONGHOLD unless you give him a foothold.


For the weapons of our warfare are not physical [weapons of flesh and blood], but they are mighty before God for the overthrow and destruction of strongholds, [inasmuch as we] refute arguments and theories and reasoning’s and every proud and lofty thing that sets itself up against the [true] knowledge of God; and we lead every thought and purpose away captive into the obedience of Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One). THE CHRISTIAN LIFE is warfare and much of the battle takes place inside your life. If you do not allow the enemy a foothold in your life he cannot establish a stronghold. You have a supernatural arsenal at your disposal that is mighty through God because God is in you. It begins by establishing a genuine prayer life where you commune with your Father in heaven. This is the power engine of the battle. It is strengthened by daily feedings on the Word of God, the sword of the Spirit. Truth and holiness at work in your life overthrow and destroy the enemy's work. Allow the Gospel to come into your daily life with the power of the Holy Spirit and you will be armed for the fight and victorious in the battle.

Wanna fun book to read?

Back to work! Or for those who worked yesterday, Day #2! I spent most of the day just reading...it was wonderful. My goal was not to waste the day in front of the TV but just to relax and spend some time in the word as well as in a few books. I must say I did pretty well - a few TV moments, but they were very rare and short lived. I finished an entire book! Actually I read it before but I wanted a light read....it's called "If i'm waiting on God then what am I doing in a Christian chat room." No joke - that is the title. It's written by this awesome Christian comic who actual grew up in the same area as I did - so its funny when she mentions places i've been. It's more like her journal - filled with her dating mishaps and funny stories. A great rainy day read. www.kerripom.com

I kept reading and was like, MAN did she have a lot of relationships...but if i'm looking at my life, though there hasn't been a lot of substance, there have been quite a few "Time Fillers" as I love to refer to them...or my newest term "One Hit Wonders." But what struck me was just her desire to stop the vicious cycle and turn to the Lord, which i'm always trying to improve. Praise God that He is doing a work in me and this area of my life is under His control....FINALLY!!! It is a struggle most single women face - the desire to be loved and in a relationship, but also the desire not to settle for less than what the Lord wants for us. The problem with the two is that the second one takes longer to find....you actually have to wait awhile, which the first is always there. You can't help it - we're girls!! We're surrounded by love songs, sappy movies and fairy tales. I think that's one of the biggest crosses' we carry is our desires for True Love. Man this cross is HEAVY! Luckily the Lord only gives us as much as He thinks we can carry.

Loved..........

Happy Monday! I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend. Here in Cali, we were blessed to have some wonderful weather....well up until last night, so don't be too jealous!

I also hope everyone had a love-filled Valentine's Day. Whether you are married or single, divorced or widowed....everyone deserves to feel loved. I know for the years i've been single, the day sometimes makes me want to wear black and stay home and eat a tub of ice cream. It has been in these last few years as I grew closer to the Lord that the day has become so much more than mourning my relationship status. Yes, the day is way over hyped and over commercialized, and yes you should be able to tell someone you love them every day of the year....but the premise of the day is pure - to show love. As a single - it's easy to pull a "Woe Is Me" because I don't have a boyfriend to give me overpriced flowers and wait 2hrs to have dinner at a nice restaurant. But that isn't the only way to know you are loved.

I've learned a lot about how I feel loved in how I show love. I love gift giving!!!! That is by far my love language - that and Acts of Service a close second. If you don't know what Love Languages are...read the book, especially the 5 Love Languages of God. http://www.fivelovelanguages.com/books_God.html

The basics of the book are that there are 5 ways in which we experience/show love. When I first heard about it at church I thought it was cheesy, but while I was in Mississippi I read the "God" version and really related to it. I do experience love more through giving/serving than any other form (ex: words of affirmation, physical touch, quality time).

So - i've decided that my goal of Valentine's Day is to make sure those around me know they are loved! I don't think we hear or feel it enough by those close to us, or let me re-phrase that, I don't think I show it enough. Most importantly, I don't think I show the love of God enough either.

I challenge all of you to find out what your love language is, and start using it! Once I realized what mine were, I was able to better understand how I feel God's love, and that it's ok if I don't feel it the same way as the person next to me. God created us all differently, able to experience His love differently to. Yet, we all have the knowledge that His love will always be there, not just on February 14th.

Starting the morning off right.........

You're getting a double dose today!! The first is the actual devotional and the second is what's called "Life Lines".....and boy did that speak to me. I have been been dealing with the second one a lot recently when it comes to my "singleness".....to the choir I have preached patience, waiting on the Lord with Joy and hope, using my time wisely. Then the other night I full on had a girly pity party - out of no where! Though i'm proud to say these moments really are few and far between lately, it honestly caught me off guard. Immediately I thought of all i've said to those whoever asked - that i'm ok in it. At church on Sunday I was relieved to hear the pastor say - be candid with God, he knows your heart anyway - don't try and sugar coat what you feel. Boy was I candid with God that night. We all have our "Woe Is Me" moments, and its in that time to turn to the Lord and pour out your heart.


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The Wonderful Holy Spirit
Wednesday 2/7/2007
And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Comforter (Counselor, Helper, Intercessor, Advocate, Strengthener, and Standby), that He may remain with you forever. —John 14:16 We serve a Triune God: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—one God, three persons. The Holy Spirit is the One Who makes us holy. The Father willed it, the Son paid for it, and the Holy Spirit does it. We become the sanctuary of God because of the presence of the Holy One in us. The Holy Spirit is the agent in the process of sanctification that accomplishes what needs to be wrought in us. It is vital that we understand the ministry of the Holy Spirit so we can appreciate it and cooperate with it. It is the Holy Spirit Who prompts us to pray and Who teaches us how to pray. He strengthens us in our time of need. He alone can minister to our inner man where comfort and refreshing are so often needed as we live out our lives here on the earth. The Holy Spirit must be allowed to be in charge. We cannot change the things in our life that need to be changed, but the Holy Spirit can. Trust the Holy Spirit. Begin today to benefit from His ministry. Let Him show you new ways to approach old problems. Say This: "The Holy Spirit lives in me. He is my Comforter, my Counselor, my Helper, my Intercessor, my Advocate, my Strengthener, and my Standby!"

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Wednesday 2/7/2007
Look well to yourself [to your own personality] and to [your] teaching; persevere in these things [hold to them], for by so doing you will save both yourself and those who hear you. PERHAPS YOU HAVE heard the story of the man who preached so well and lived so badly that when he was in the pulpit everyone said he should never come out again and when he was out of it they all agreed he should never enter it again. Unfortunately, this story is occasionally too close to the truth. It is dreadful to be an inconsistent Christian. How you live your life speaks louder than your words, and the sinful actions of your life not only negate your words but can be a terrible offense to the Gospel. Do you trust people who say one thing but live another way? Your words are important but who you are and how you live is far more compelling. Our Lord puts more emphasis on holy character than words. True believers live like believers whether or not anyone is watching. Rest assured that our Lord is always watching.

Not done yet.....

I gave away the comforts of home....

And went to a place unknown....

To see brokeness....

To know true compassion....

There is another section on Joyce Meyer's site called Life Lines.... and today's goes along with what I just wrote! God is Good!!!

For you to move on to a higher level with God, YOU MUST PASS the test at the level you are.

Saturday 2/3/2007

Yes, furthermore, I count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege (the overwhelming preciousness, the surpassing worth, and supreme advantage) of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord and of progressively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him [of perceiving and recognizing and understanding Him more fully and clearly]. For His sake I have lost everything and consider it all to be mere rubbish (refuse, dregs), in order that I may win (gain) Christ (the Anointed One). PHILIPPIANS 3:8

THE APOSTLE PAUL'S greatest joy was to know Jesus Christ as God's gift, but he was not content with this. Paul passionately desired to win or gain Christ—to know Him and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings. To do that he surrendered himself completely to God's service and welcomed whatever it might cost him personally. The quality of your commitment to Christ is reflected in the cost you are willing to bear. May there be no reservation in your commitment. Give yourself wholly to Him, and the pearl of great price you receive will far exceed the costs!

Give it away............

Lately, I've been starting my day by reading a devotion by Joyce Meyer (http://www.joycemeyer.org/). I love how the Lord has been using them to speak to me - it's as if I can hear his voice, whispering in my ear each morning. What an amazing way to star the day off.

This is today's devotion that I wanted to share with you:

God Loves You!

Saturday 2/3/2007

For God so greatly loved and dearly prized the world that He [even] gave up His only begotten (unique) Son, so that whoever believes in (trusts in, clings to, relies on) Him shall not perish (come to destruction, be lost) but have eternal (everlasting) life. —John 3:16

John 3:16 tells us that God so loved the world that He gave His only Son as a sacrifice for it. God loves you! You are special to Him. God doesn't love you because you are a good person or do everything right. He loves you because He is love. Love is not something God does; it is something He is. It is His nature. God's love is pure and ever flowing. It cannot be earned or deserved. It must be received by faith. In Ephesians 3:19 Paul prays that we may come to really know this love. When we do, we are strengthened in our inner man. When we are strengthened inwardly, outward difficulties cannot defeat us. Unless you have received it yourself, you cannot give love away. Let God love you. Receive His love for you. Bathe in it. Meditate on it. Let it strengthen you. Then give it away.

Say This: "God loves me. I am special to Him. I receive His everlasting love today and am strengthened in my inner man."

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I just started a new job this week which has taken my out of my comfort zone once again. Oh, how the Lord loves to do that in my life....just when I feel all cozy....POOF, time to shake things up! I've come to love this time when it hits, because I know He is going to use me in a way that will cause me to grow. When life is too easy for me I become stale in my walk with the Lord - and He knows that, thus the last two years of my life have been the most vibrant time I have ever experienced in my 12+ years of walking with the Lord.

The job environment itself is nothing new to me; I'm a "seasoned veteran" in the world of preschool - but it is how the Lord brought me here, and why that is different this time. I don't have my own classroom, and for the first time in 4 yrs I am not the boss.....but rather starting from the bottom. I feel as if the Lord brought me there not so much to "teach" but to minister to the staff - to wash their feet. Within the last week I have seen and heard much brokenness; met widows, single moms. I have learned to take the time and listen, to stop and hear what the Lord wants me too. I feel like I am there to encourage, support, pray for these hard working girls, many face difficult lives. What excites me is that I finally feel like I am at a place to do that, and even more exciting is that the Lord finds me worthy enough to do so. Even when I was "in charge" I was in no position to be an example or leader, yes I loved my staff....but I needed a lot of work! Thus God took me out of that situation and put me in a year long boot camp - Compassion 101! He used that time to teach me about true compassion, being a true servant, giving when you have nothing to give. It is like today's devotion said - unless you receive His love, you won't be able to give it away. Last year allowed me to truly bathe in it, meditate in it. It was what strengthened me. And now I'm in a place to give it away....

Bottom line is that God has given us such a precious gift that sometimes we hold on to it so tightly because it is so dear to us - yet all He wants for us to do is give it away...... to be His hands and feet, salt and light. That is my prayer for my new job and for life in general - to give His love away on a daily basis.